both photos by me using my diana mini
i'm bad at defining what i want. maybe i want to much. maybe i am afraid of failing or following the wrong path so i follow no path at all, or at least it feels like it sometimes. I think maybe it comes from a lifetime of indecision and being too easily distracted by what others think. 2010 feels a little different. i am trying to get my ducks all lined up in a row so to speak. and i have been thinking the best way to start is to reflect on last year. i came across a lovely list on much love. anna has a lovely blog which i am sure you have checked out so stop on by. what are your plans ?
things i loved in 2009......
moving into my own place + feeling at home
rediscovering that i can have love for many things creatively that aren't what people expect me to
going to sydney a few times with lovely people and discovering there is so much out there
booking my flights to the USA
dressing up like an idiot and realising that i have the best friends on the planet
spontaneous moments of luck like seeing john mayer + meeting a boy who made me look to the future
things i didn't love so much in 2009.....
giving up too easily on my dreams because someone said it wasn't a good fit
being let down by someone who knew better
oh more trivially all the crap crap music that flooded the radio - hearing a 12 year old girl request sexy biatch? huh?
one thing i love right now......
my new photography challenge
my new design ideas + realising failures lead to kind of success
experimenting with fashion and having fun
realising no one is watching and that is ok
i am looking forward to in 2010......
going to the USA for a month in May
making sure i am happy
seeing the tim burton exhibition when it hits Melbourne next June
Signing up for fashion classes so i can actually know what i am doing
dancing drinking sangria and being generally silly at any opportunity
saying yes without thinking of saying no first